right clicked & hit delete.

i'll object to the mild destress that
had me tripping throughout the day..and
deep mind conversation had me understand
my behaviour as a whole...

so when things are usually flying over
your head..and you come to common grounds
and realize where you've gone wrong..
sometimes its too late to dispatch that
error and said all the necessary details
but yet you'll get a deserving slap in the face..

i interpet it as a forbidden rule
that it either was karma or was the fool
that dared to make u feel bad..i had this
thing for easily granting apologies..
but in exchange i get a difficult road in
the making...stirring up grand master
dramatics isnt enough to get me twistd
no longer..if mind battles make the situation
wild...i guess ive played my part and
owned up the phase of stringing along
the linger of emotions...

the root of the issue was the fact that...
i complied to ensure you were okay each night..
waited...woke up...etc.. extending an over
the top portion of my sleeping period was just
bc i apperciated ur being...realistic speaking
that was just me...i misinterpeted..it

fustrated here i go spilling my ounce of verbal
dialogues simply bc i can hear myself out more clear..
i apperciate the ones that listen to me
thank you for understanding the ways..

i wish i could make it easier for me
but lets face it you have a bigger impact
on me more than ever that im practically
beatng my emotions for falling so hard.
i can only stay angry for so long..
now its juss me being apperciative
for the me that ive known.and the way
i should go about things for the next little
while...this may be a permanant loss..

i dont even know but
to save the cloud of
making your relieved
i deleted.

fuck peace.
i lost my time for peace.


(mind my outburst..)
its time to take ME serious.