conscious.

what inspired me to throw my chronic'shizz on the network
is the filthy ways that make the world go round and the
fuckery that makes your life juss that more EFFED..
FUCK i dont know how much i can stress that WORD means everything..
I have just about enough of it!!

shit gets wild you pace yourself to getting
in touch with your soul and get stimulated with
just penetrating a volume of inspiring tracks...
conscious reggae at the highest volume..
but you feel alright for a bit..women to women.
girls session was what was needed tonite..
i just really needed the company the feedback.
the motivation...the speech..the compliments..
the affection...

what i really do apperciate is the people that
utilize active listening to help me out during
the spell of toxic occassions..i am highly selective
i cant stress the fact that sometimes i think im invisible
i sit one note knowing that i echo traces of
understanding ..i believe that if your so sure with
your word.. then you should think twice in delegating that word..
are u going to talk shit in my ear and disregard
everything that has happened....i have came to an
understanding for myself i am totally done.. fuck
this week has just done it for me.... everything
all at once..i guess just one of those weeks weere
you get killed by the second and challenge after
challenge u jus know how to deal...why good things
happen to good people..
who really knows its the fucked up ways that world
is made.....dont throw no guilt trips when your eatting
your words...

utterlesss insensitivity....
sometimes the only person you could
count on is yourself...
striving for becoming a better me.
looking out for myself..i need to learn.