she humms the mmmhmmm's.

3 days on 4 days off...its pretty much a new routine every season..mmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmhmmmmmmmmmm..... the past few days have been a drag...its definatley flu season and i was hoping for a million to fly through the urgent care doors awaiting health problematics as it was in the beginning...and all i was doing was getting chased by each doctor from rooom to room but nothing...i sat in a bare box peeping out to noone staring back at me... hahha sometimes i feel like a fish in a bowl bc on the regular all the patients do is stare at the stupid shit we shouldnt be doing...'professional' mmhmm? and getting high off of the junkie treats hidden under the doctor's stack of presents they get on the regular...doctors to people is like jesus to many.. oh gosh...ive realized the grimey procedure in acknowledging how some could be very much so money oriented....cash rules in there string of th game. My day consisted of the oncall doctor reading quotes of stupid celebrity sayings....mmmhmmmmm...you could prolly tell that half the time i dazed off and re-formated myself when i had to orientate myself to actually doing work which was hardly ever...anyway yesterday was pretty shit'swayy... i dropped my black liquid liner on my white scrubs after me finishing to iron them...clumsy ! i was soo madd i had to change my whole color scheme....and re-iron.and in the early morn its a BIG DEAL haha....so anyway i am almost done my essay...im quite proud i accomplished someting half of something besides staring off to my boredom day today...

'turn the page - bobbly valentino' : brings me way back youtube the video... i think that has happened to me like a handful of times...word to internet for keeping you updated right? hahah once upon a time....i was that girl...

22 was my year of wild adventures...
whats next mmhmmm?!!